"Yeah that's how it feels," she said under her breath.

She had always wanted to pull the rug out from under Ariana during the competition. When she found the perfect chance to do so, she jumped at it.

But there was a twist. Just the other day, Holden, out of the blue, offered Sadie a deal of an endorsement for a luxury brand under contract to the Fredrick Group. She had pleaded with him for this before.

Thinking back, she remembered the wedding dress he had taken home and felt smug. She believed Holden was head over heels for her and would pop the question soon.

Considering everything, she decided to give the show a miss and took a trip to Mistlyn.